return of the (drag) king
2003-12-04

I am not �back� because I never went away.

I hate how women always blame themselves when something bad happens, even when it�s not their fault. I hate that I�m becoming one of those women.

I told a female friend that I don�t want children, ever, and she was shocked.
She thought it was natural for women to want children, and my non-desire for offspring, to her, is unnatural.

I told him I didn�t want to get married, ever, and I see the brown eyes dim with hurt.

I hate that I get all melancholic and sappy at 4pm.

I want to be a drag king. I want to be so handsome girls swoon over me while guys plot to beat me up.

More later when the fog in the muddy swamps of my brain clears up.