remind me
2003-10-06

Am I man or boy? Am I man or boy?
I stop short, my steps no longer in tune to this unending interrogation,
As I realize the ridiculousness of this litany
I am neither.

I look at her and she looks at me,
and I can�t help but be attracted to her bouncy breasts,
her long, long legs.
But then I compare myself to her
and hate her,
for she would steal my men.

Hit me, boy and I will return the favor.
Let your fist find rest in my chest,
my knee misses the soft, gushy warmth of your crotch
Be my adrenaline pimp

Remind me I am still alive

Father, father
Your legacy lives through me
I worship you.
I crucify you.
Your violence is my violence
My love is my hate is my insanity

Remind me
Lest I forget
I am still alive