boogy brit
2003-10-25

�Did you grow up in England?�

I was slightly surprised when a classmate told me that I �sound Brit�.
A few days after that, BlueEyes tells me that my British accent is becoming more pronounced.

First of all, I never knew I even had a British accent.
And second, if I do have one it would be a Malaysian accent.
And now people around me are asking whether I grew up using the Queen�s English.
Wahhh..

I think it�s my subconscious attempting to distance myself from an American identity. But why revert to a culture not my own, whose only tie to me is that it used to colonize my country?
Hmm. This needs further analysis.

Anyway, I made it through the week alive.
Gyrated the night away, and man, it felt good to party after a stressful school week.
Loved the club; it used to be a theater but they converted it so there was a huge dance-floor complete with podiums for go-go dancers, a second floor lounge for the voyeur and the wallflower, and a rooftop bar with an amazing view of the L.A skyline.
Man, I danced for hours on end, and right now my thighs hurt like hell. Can�t let the guys chanting, �Lower! Lower� down, can I? Hehe...

Good god, it was like a soft-porn orgy in there (read: all foreplay and no follow through). Everyone seemed to be trying to outskank everyone else. I got some girl-girl action, and the guys watching went nuts.
Mr J, however, was pissed when one guy just swooped in and started going all cowboy on me.

Made new friends with some Singaporean kids. It felt good to have people around who want to go makan after a good workout on the dance floor, unlike mat sallehs who just want to crawl into bed.

Ramadhan is just around the corner.

Things to do:

1. Relocate my faith
2. Make peace with god
3. Make peace with self

Selamat menyambut Ramadhan, semua. Moga kali ini ia lebih bermakna. Assalamualaikum.